I wish I Stayed

Sometimes I wish I would have stayed

But now I turn and my skies are grey

There's a field of roses I can't go back

I would trade it all to regain what I lack

Reaching out I grab only sand

With a specks of blood from my hand

And clean my wounds with glass

Everyday that's where I'm at

So tell me the secret to eternal youth

And I'd gladly toss it assunder

For being a child does nothing more

Than create the rain and thunder

I wonder what it would be like

If the world stood on its end

Silent and whithering heights

So the ending can begin

Sometimes I wish I would have stayed

In the prison by the sea

At least there'd be peace

At least there's only me