Their voices suffocate me,
I will never be able to break free,
Even when they're not around,
I can still hear their wrenching sounds.
I'm paralyzed as I lay awake,
A sudden move I'm scared to make,
No matter what I do,
Their voices keep piercing through.
With every cut I make,
The pain seems easier to take,
Watching as the red begins to pour,
I don't want to fight this anymore.
It takes one little knife,
And I could just end my life,
What's taking me so long,
Perhaps I am, not that strong.
Maybe deep down inside,
Amongst all the feelings I try to hide,
A part of me wants to stay alive,
A part of me wants to survive!
My head is becoming light,
I don't think I have the strength to fight,
Maybe the last cut was too deep,
The fight becomes a mountain too steep!
I never imagined it to end like this,
So much of my life I will miss.
Two choices I must make now,
End it or fight it somehow.
And now with help,
I tell of my pain,
I'm becoming strong again.
My story starts,
But it does not end,
I am stronger than all of them!
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