She wasn't looking for answers, there was no questions on her mind.
only a sense of emptiness, growing anxiety that was holding her heart.
She felt the music, she was the music. No one could stop looking at
her despite that she never learn to dance.
She wasn't looking for answers, she left those things behind, It was the fire
between her legs , one special memory that took her sleep away.
One of the goddess's children, gave her a special caress to make her dream
"I promise you no sleeping, only something that awakes''
She wasn't looking to sleep, she only need to take that voice away.
"Perhaps is because I'm sleeping ? that’s why I can't feel this life's taste."
She knew what she was holding, letting go, she was afraid.
Sweet nature's dancer; she was rich, she was civilized. She took too seriously
mom's and dad's advice. She was struggling for freedom and a piece of sky,
but someone gave her a special caress, something that woke her up.
She asked for a friend, someone that her madness would share, and together
destroy this world, destroy it with love, destroy it for love.
She asked for a meeting with god, and she was blessed by the thunder and storm.
She Asked for a friend , and the whole universe came, now the spirits are dancing
with her. She is ascending, burning like a shooting star, she's so beautiful, a real
human, she is alive. Breaking her chains she born again and nothing would stop
her to do her will; she's nature, she's god, she's a mother, she's love.
But a fantasy is easily broke, and sadness can kill all beauty and hopes, just illusions
bad dreams, you always need love. But she wanted to be alone and keep walking with
a wounded soul, the light was there; so close, too close, it hurt. Wrong time, wrong place
wrong words with no sense. She lost her body, her instincts decided to sleep, and again she
was alone and broken in the consciousness endless fields.
Why it feel so wrong? why I feel so sad? why I feel so empty every time I close my eyes?
Illusions, bad dreams, you always need love, wrong time, wrong place, wrong words with
no sense. Feeling that every step was a mistake, in front of infinite mirrors feeling only despair.
Because she never step to the front; she could do anything except letting go, always being safe,
always holding herself, always desiring to take the next step.
"Where are my friends ? I call all of you. Come now and take me. I just need a friend. Someone to
share my madness, someone that could understand. Where are all of you motherfuckers?! I really need you now.
This is just stupid, this is just too much."
"shh"
Where are you?
"it's ok"
Can you come now?
"Not now"
When?
"soon love, soon…"
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