In my dreams I see angels.
In my reality I see demons.
I scream at the top of my lungs; but I am not heard.
My tears are creating infinite puddles.
My screams are nothing but an echo around me.
In my dreams I see flowers.
In my reality I see weeds.
My world is diseased with guilt and regret.
I am reminded of my imperfections.
I see my life haunting me; covering me in scars.
In my dreams I see beauty.
In reality I see hatred.
I see my wrongs and my faults. They yell at me daily.
I am cursed with demons eating me alive.
Dreaded with scars that only I can see.
In my dreams I see a dreamer.
In my reality I see a failure.
I remember the times that give me pain.
I shout at my monsters to leave me be.
I am scared to see the next day.
In my dreams I see a world of everything I want it to be.
In reality I see my world crushing down on me.
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