Message

I was so afraid of losing you

I didn't realize you weren't even mine

I wanted you so bad

I forced myself to believe the lies

I was so busy chasing you

That I lost myself

You drove me insane

You were bad for my health

And like the wind being knocked out of me

You took my breath away

I tried to cut you off

But couldn't even say it

And like kryptonite

You always made me weak

The words never came out

Because I couldn't even speak

And now I think I broke you

But you broke me first

It's not my fault you wasn't a man of his word

I guess it's not fun when the tables are turned

I didn't ask for much

But you wanted everything

I went out my way for you

But it was you I could never please

You failed to realize, I didn't lose you, you lost me

You were the winner

I was the prize

But clearly you didn't value me

I was an open book

Yet you still couldn't read me

I guess you were too busy playing and deceiving me

Even when you started to change

You still gave me the blame

Now when ya text come thru

It's just a number, no name

You tried to hurt my feelings

By saying I can't think

But you forgot one major thing

I'm strong, never been weak

You can't feed the lies to someone who won't listen

You had me in my feelings

Now I'm tired of your existence

You had me for a minute

I completely played your fool

But you had it screwed up

Cause I ain't one you should lose

And since life goes on

You no longer exist

Dummy I was the table

So I'm everything that you'll miss

I'm glad I finally made it

To the point of no return

This is coming to en end

I've decided to leave you alone...Reese Marie