Falling

Emotion evoked thoughts equal random and sporadic jots on paper.

Words filter in and out like a vapor

As I think,

the pen bleeds ink,

Forming words sharper then a razor.

Questioning everything,

This menacing threat pestering,

the mere thought flooring and leveling me.

This is madness, I know this.

But can’t seem to dismiss,

the overpowering thought of your kiss,

Sweet sensual bliss,

As I boldly look into him, the abyss,

the abyss also looks into me.

Another fine tuned lesson??

Whats his intention??

Affection, aggression,

tension, and stressing??

Repressing repression.

This affection confession in the form of an expression.

So sweetly, ever discretely,

this feeling inside grows meekly,

Obliquely fighting against deeply,

As you reach out and seek me.

The concentration of your flirtation,

is like Fire and Ice.

Receptive and deceptive,

you tactfully entice.

Drawing me closer,

then pushing me away.

Or wait........,

Am I the one doing you this way??

Feelings forming,

fears swarming,

my mind storming,

my heart transforming.

The smoke screen of Ice Queen,

has been completely blown away,

held at bay.

Naked and nowhere to hide,

Awakened, I want you by my side.

Forsaken, by every past lie,

mistaken, so afraid to try.

Standing on this landings ledge,

open arms, I look over the edge.

One deep breath,

I take a step praying I won’t fall to my death,

Taking your word as your bond,

Free falling,

Will you really catch me........??