Balance

"My Child, I created all this beauty for you, yet your spirit remains unsettled, don't you feel my love?"
"Creator, you have given the moon and the stars, rocks and trees, the mountains and my favorite the invigorating smell of the earth and grass, what right do I have to ask for more?"
"My Child, you have every right, simply because you are mine... I am within you... you are within me...what pains you ...pains me... Please, trust me... for I already know what it is your hearts desire ... I yearn for you to ask for my help and guidance, just as you rejoice when your children come unto you ... I rejoice when you come unto me"
"Creator, you have given riches and treasures beyond comparison, but whom am I to share them with ? My soul is like a scale that's unbalanced weighted down by the spirit of lonliness he is standing at my hearts door... Creator, is there no one whom feels the way I do , sees the things I do ... shares the same desires ? Is there someone to balance my soul and make me complete to walk the white path as one, this path is rocky, but I am prepared for the journey for I am at peace with myself and have gathered knowledge from past mistakes, I packed Love, Compassion, Understanding, Forgiveness, Acceptence, and Desire... I carry a blanket of Communication made to be used by two ... I carry a piece of flint to start the fire of Growth and keep the cold emptiness at bay... I wear moccasins of trust to follow him as he leads the way...
Creator, is he out there ? Is he just beyond my grasp ? Does he know that I stand at the edge ... beckoning ...asking for permission to walk the path within his soul ? Creator, I am now standing at the edge of my soul... I am now looking down the path... Creator, I ask ... will I ... hold the power to balance ...his soul ?
"My Child, you ask things that can only be answered through the hands of time... you must learn patience like grandmother spider... The one to balance your soul, whomever, it may be, will come to you when the time is right and you will know deep inside if you balance his soul, together you shall walk the white path."
Tamera Cooper (Palmer)
August -19- 2000
2:46 A.M.