Psychiatrist

A mountain of medication 
Halfway through our appointment 
Diagnosis’s overflowing 
Blowing over my concerns of being a slave to a pill
Quadruple my meds as if zombification is a safer alternative 
To me being med free
It’s only been 30 minutes 
Acronyms trickle from your lips 
Hungry to diagnose more everyday 
PTSD, OCD, Depression, Anxiety, Bipolar 2
The lists unending 
I can’t breathe 
I am a game of hangman 
Waiting for the set of letters that will set my mind free
Teased by the hope that this med will fix me
This appointment could help me be me
But
You’d rather use me
Abuse me by pushing meds too far too soon
I am numbers on a screen 
A serial number on a prescription 
You have power over me