Who could have guessed that the depths of despair could have ever ran so deep?
Down deep enough to disturb my awake, to be nightmares in my sleep.
To delve in to my mind like an absolute monster, to claw at my insides, and hurt me so much.
To have me hide from the outside world, and pull from my loved ones touch.
My thoughts running rampant and out of control.
Imaging the worst of the worst.
My head throbbing, aching. My heart surely breaking. My anger so hot it can burst.
Seething and stewing like oil on a fire. My depression is now closing in.
Wrapping around me like cloth soaked in sadness.
And claws that dig deep in my skin.
It won't let me go, I can scream, I can fight.
Enveloped in darkness, I become like the night.
Like wave upon wave of suffocating air.
It swallows me whole, with nothing to spare.
It tears at my insides, turns me inside out.
As I lay here dying,
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