Anger, abruptly fixes my heart on changing his last thoughts, his last actions, I want to change him....
He wants to change me. Will this ever be settled, this madness created inside? Will it ever simmer down...?
He lacks inspiration anymore, lacks self control, completely.
I lack emotion, yet I can't ever seem to rid of all these repulsive feelings I've Mae upon built and shame.
Consuming my whole, gripping tightly, ahold of my neck squeezing.
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Pulling that ligature, ripping him down, exploding with screams of panic and anger.
Abruptly fixing my heart on changing last thoughts of him, actions spoken louder than me, he disliked.
Can he change me for the better and could he have changed himself? Would he of?
Can I do this alone without resorting to that same old girl, with the fake smile?
Can I resist that temptation? Will this darkness give?
Will I repel, repent, restart? Fix my heart, on changing my thoughts, my desires of the other side.
My actions, my madness, fix my heart. Getting better. I'm getting better. How I wish he would of gotten better too.
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