I’m not her
I never will be
I’ll never be the me
That I want to be
The me that is brave
The me that is confident
The me that is happy
I keep trying but…
I fail
I fail every time
I lack the strength
To conquer my fears
I lack the confidence
To be myself in public
I make excuses
To keep me depressed
I don’t know why I do it
But it happens all the time
Every time…
The pain is ever lasting
I want to change who I am
But something gets in the way
Something inside me
That reminds me of the pain
Whether I’m awake
Or wandering around
In my dreams
There’s always something there
Something to remind me
That I am broken
That I am unhappy
That I am nothing
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