Spiraling

I need to get this figured out,

I need to get a grip,

I need to just let go,

I need another cigarette.

I need your calming words,

I need your arms around me,

I need to stop overthinking,

I need to just be.

I need to breathe,

I need to see,

I need to be okay,

I need to know that it’s true,

Only me and you.

Tell me it’ll be alright,

Tell me it’s just me,

Tell me that you’ve got me now,

Tell me that we’re free.