Second Best

I broke my heart by my own expectations.
I thought you would treat me like a princess.
Not just another girl who you flirted with.
You loved me but, you loved being single more.
She had your heart and I was never good enough for you.

We had a baby but, even then nothing changed.
You still liked her more then you ever liked me.
I keep asking myself what happened.
Never understanding how we got here. 
I thought we were happy but, maybe you were just pretending.
And now my heart is broken because every time I look at you.
I fall in love with you all over again but, in your heart all you ever want is her.
We'll never be a happy.
We'll never be a family.
Because I chose you but, you chose her.
Maybe it's time to put a broken heart to sleep.
Stop loving people who don't love you.
The worst feeling in the world is watching you look at her the way I look at you.
I'll always be second best.
Never the one you really want.