He says in a voice so beautiful he must be an angel.
I have known no peace since I met this boy.
I have felt absolute peace since I met this boy.
Why does his name sound like poetry to my heart?
Why do I want to dance to the sound of his voice?
Why do his fingers produce sounds so sweet I can taste them like cubes of sugar on my tongue?
Why do I imagine his fingers on my tongue?
Why do I imagine his fingers in my ---
Stay pure my mind.
I don't want to sully my image of him.
I want to embrace his soul.
I want to speak to his spirit.
I believe he is my flame, my tribesman, my love.
March on with courage, o my heart!
Speak gospel to me, o my spirit!
I think I love him!
He feels like home.
Yet I'm afraid.
All I want is peace of mind.
All I pray for is peace of mind.
All I ask for is peace.
All I ask for is him.
The desire to run my hands through his dreads.
The desire to wear his shirts and smell of him.
The desire to kiss his forehead, and nose, and lips, and cheeks, and neck, and chest, and nipples, and stomach, and waist, and ----
Oh! I just want to put my mouth on his --
Stay pure my mind!
I dream of calling him sunshine.
Of writing him letters.
Of whispering in his ears.
Of kissing his ears.
Singing sweet lullabies in his ears.
I dream of listening to him play the piano.
I dream of listening to him speak.
I dream of him tugging at the strings of my heart while I remain at his mercy.
I dream of him tugging at the strings of my sweatpants while I remain at his mercy.
I fall down on my knees
Put my hands together
Around his ----
And speak to him in a language he'll understand.
He is the key to heaven.
He'll make me cry
Out to the heavens
I'll hit that high note just for him.
I stare at him.
With big, hopeful, loving, longing, lustful, hungry, impatient, impassioned eyes I stare at him.
God I could be wrong...
But I feel a tingling in my ----
STAY PURE MY MIND.
I feel a fire in my bones.
Did you hear that?
I feel a FIRE in my bones.
I can't touch him.
I can't find him but I want to
Taste his lips.
Taste his tongue.
Feel his body.
Feel his warmth.
Feel his girth.
Feel his breath on my neck as he runs his hands down my body
Finding solace in my skin
Letting him in
All the way in
Giving it to him
So that we shall both come