What do you do when a boy you used to love turns into a monster?
You pray to God and ask "why him?"
You contemplate screenshotting his vitriol and sending it to his mother.
You look for experienced exorcists in your area.
What do you ACTUALLY do when a boy you used to love turns into a monster?
Some girls say you just gotta let him go sis.
If he's meant to go to hell then it was pre-ordained.
He's a child of the world and "you cant speak butterfly language with caterpillar people."
You can't speak in the language of angels to one who is possessed.
Obviously you should have expected a negative, violent reaction. Have you never seen The Exorcist?
Get used to the fact that you sold your virginity to the devil and in return got a year and a half of misery.
You got it wrong the first time.
You thought he was an angel. You were only half-right.
You forgot the fallen part.
He fell and you wanted to help him up but he cut your hand.
You didnt cry out but kissed the wound and reached out again, asked to make peace again, and he recoiled in confusion.
He did not understand your language.
You thought because he was religious, you were the one who was wrong.
But you were the one who was spiritual so you were the one who could see.
Spirituality comes from within.
God resides within.
Now you've found God and a man who's worth it.
You're going to have to work a little harder for his attention but you know in your heart he's worth it.
You're gonna have to play the long game but that's the punishment you get for making deals with the devil.
Fuck the devil.
Seriously man, FUCK the devil
Up the ass with an ice pick decorated with barbed wire.
Hang him on an upside down cross and let his blood bleed back into hell and re-ignite the fires of his inferno.
His illusions dont work anymore and his voice sounds so miniscule and small.
He's so pathetic and small.
And he's using up every trick in his book but they dont even phase you.
He got desperate. He got angry. He got FIERY. But you couldn't feel it off the screen.
To your greatest surprise, you remained calm. And in the strangest of ways, you found the peace you were looking for.
In the eye of the storm you stood and saw with clarity the chaos that was going on within him. The fighting, the lightening, the anger, the pain he was going through. And through it all, you understood...
There's nothing more painful than constantly fighting to be loved.
There's nothing more painful than finally accepting that you cannot be loved.
There's nothing more painful than choosing to live in lies to keep your head afloat.
There's nothing more painful than blocking out all those who legitimately care.
Souls die. His soul is dying. His soul might be completely dead.
And your beautiful, troubled guardian angel, tried to warn you that there was no hope for this boy. ABANDON ALL HOPE FOR THIS BOY. But her angelic language was spoken with heavenly vengeance and righteous thunder. An angel trying to speak to worldly people. A pure soul who still couldn't understand the strangeness of these people. A pure soul that was allergic to the poison of this world. She told us all to stay away from that boy...
And there he stood. In his lies. In his delusions. A life led by lust, materialism, excess, sin, fake status, anger, lying, cheating, CORRUPTION. His soul merely squeaked as it had no power to cry for help.
He's done. An example of what happens to a human being when the devil has won.
An example of why you need to reach those around you before it's too late.
But prepare yourself first, because this battle is a difficult one.
[Pray for his soul, young prophet.
March on with courage, o thy heart.
Continue to speak your truth
And the way will show the way...]